( hi )

i'm fat and ugly, but at least im awesome, and got to spend a really great time with my family

BTW I AM HAVING THANKSGIVING AT HOME, AND I AM GOING TO LOVE IT.

YOU MIGHT GET PICTURES LATER.

OK NIGHT.

Life sorta sux right now. Holy shit.

There's so much shit going on right now.

I mean. I don't even.

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I need money. I don't care what I have to do, but I need money. Mr. Fritz, my beginning sculpture and bronze casting teacher has pretty much been feeding me the last week. I mean, I really appreciate him bringing extra food to class, just so I can come in and have lunch with him, because that's uh. Pretty much it. He's such a nice guy, and I really like him. And it really helps. Really.  But, still. I need money. Moms giving me twenty bucks whenever she can, but I don't wanna be a burden on her and the family. And, twenty bucks sorta... people aren't giving me money for gas, even though I'm driving them everyday to school, and I need to help with bills, and food and.

Goddamnmotherfuck.

OK OK OK FIVE SECOND DECISION. COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN, IDC.

LIKE, TEN DOLLAR STUFF FOR WHATEVER YOU WANT.

SNAIL MAIL. JUST SEND ME A MESSAGE AND WE'LL GET THROUGH DETAILS.
 
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I PASSED MY DRIVERS TEST TODAY. I'M A LICENSED DRIVER.

I'M STILL TRYING TO FIND PICTURES FROM KUMORICON.

HOUSING SAID 'F U' SO I'M STAYING WITH SHOE FOREVER.

AND IT'S JUST ABOUT SHY OF BEDTIME.

Holy shit.

Holy shit.

Kumoricon was FUCKING AWESOME.

I CAN'T EXPLAIN.

OMG.

HOLY SUFCK.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT SUFCK IS BUT I JUST TYPED IT AND IT LOOKS COOL SO IT STAYS.

UGH UGH UGH.

I'M LEAVING FOR COOS BAY IN SIX HOURS, I SHOULD BE IN BED. I've got everything packed, and in car/truck to move. ;D

Unfortunately, I failed my drivers test today. BUT GIVES ME BREAK I ONLY PRACTICED FOR TWO MONTHS OK. I GONNA TAKE IT UP THERE WHERE SHOE SAYS ITS ~SUPER EASY~.

AND. AND. I-I'M GOING TO KUMORICON. WE'VE GOT A PLACE TO STAY, MONEY, AND TICKETS. WE'RE GONNA DO IT YEAH.

TIME FOR FUCKING BED.

(And I hope I can catch my cat in the morning, omg. >:T That bitch better be ready.)

TWELVE CUPS OF COFFE; PEEING EVERY HALF HOUR; "TWINKLE TWINKLE" FROM DEADSPACE.

I'M FUCKING CREEPED OUT.

I HAD SOMETHING ELSE TO SAY, BUT I JUST FORGOT.

MAYBE IT WAS COCKS. MAYBE IT WASN'T.

OH WAIT, I REMEMBER NOW.

I FOUND MY RELIGION.

IT'S THE SOUND TRACK FROM PASSION OF THE CHRIST.

"THE OLIVE GARDEN" BY JOHN DEBNEY.

FUCK YEAH GO JESUS.

Just got done talking to mum; Lately we've been really. Uh. Money tight. (As in, we have none. We've been eating sandwiches for dinner the past two weeks.) She's gonna start looking for a second job. I realize I shouldn't have been so hasty to quit MY job. Haleigh broke her foot, so she wasn't able to work at all this month. Maddy's pretty useless. Tim's been working in his Auto Restoration shop, but it's been slow, and the guy, who's car he's currently working on, hasn't paid up. We've been trying to find me a car, finally found one yesterday for 500 dollars that we don't have, but will have to shell out anyways. College is being a bitch, but we think we've found a way around paying for things, by not paying anything at all until FAFSA kicks in.

Speaking of college, we have a date set for moving time. Labor day weekend. Tim and mum have to go up to Woodburn that weekend, anyway, because Tim needs to attend a carshow, seeing as how he's the president of the Drag Races, here. It's all mandatory. But we'll load up the 'big ugly truck' with all my stuff, and find our way around to Shoe's. I'll be staying at her house until Housing opens up in the dorms, on Sept. 23rd. Which I won't mind, because I love Shoe, and I really wanna see her and all the friends up there~. And then she'll help me move stuff into the dorms, when the time comes. Unfortunately, they don't give us much time. Dorms open on the 23rd, classes start the 28th. And I'll be taking five classes, total. But they all sound fairly cool, and Shoe's willing to help me out because she's taken some of them already! I'll even be taking one with her, because she's a big baby, and didn't want to do it alone~.

But um. That's about it. I've moved out of the apartment, Travis, our next door neighbor and one of our best friends, moved in, and has been remodeling the place. He's put new tile in the bathroom and kitchen already, and it looks absolutely beautiful~. Next weekend or so, we're supposed to have a bit of a party, because he's had them the last two weekends, and I wasn't able to get next door and make it. XD The first one, his girlfriend showed up and they 'needed to talk', and the second one, I was in Washington with Haleigh, because my dad needed to be picked up. (He's an idiot. Traded his truck for a Camaro that doesn't even work *But it's still sexy, omg.*, and had to come all the way down here to pick up his other truck. Which, by the way, isn't much better than the Camaro.)

So yeah. All in all, life's been really FACKING GAY. But we'll try and get things straightened out. We just... really need money. ;__; (Brizy, I'm about to join you on the IRL commission quest. This close.)

BUT ANYWAYS, OTHER NEWS. I THINK I WANNA DO THE ~VOICE BATON/VIDEO QUESTION MEME~. Which means I'll have to dig out my webcam, but I really wanna do it! So if any of you have like... questions, I'll answer them on video. ;D YEEHAW, GO ME.

So a-a lot of stuff has happened lately, and I'm sorry I haven't been around a whole bunch. ;__; But it's all been goin' down and been super crazy, but FINALLY GETTING THE HANG OF LIFE AGAIN.

Just a quick recount, Haleigh tried to kill herself (Um. Idk.), I got my drivers license (HA HA HA.), I passed both my classes, I've been writing weird things, I'm quitting my job tomorrow, packing up my apartment is hard, aaaaand Maddy left to go to Washington with dad for the summer. B) Nothing really too exciting, but still pretty weird and really stressful.

ANYWAYS THO HI.

( CUT FOR MEME FROM SOUP THAT I SHOULD HAVE DONE A LONG TIME AGO )

Okay, so I'm back.

I got the inspiration back, I'm not AS FUCKING GAY, and I'm willing to try again.*

(*See also: willing to suck dick.)

So art will continue, and all that shit.

As for right this moment, I'm really in the mood to write some drabbles.

SO.

Suggest a fandom you might think I'm in as well as yourself, and then a few words (Plot, setting, whatever), and you'll totes get a drabble from it.

And that's about it. ;D

I'll be back on a Friday. says:
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FLAMMABLEsquids says:
 O.O
 that was one long fuck ;D
I'll be back on a Friday. says:
 like you would know, mister 8 seconds of sex 40 minutes of crying
FLAMMABLEsquids says:
 sigh....yeah....
 all twenty times...
 hey, at least i went from 2 to 8
I'll be back on a Friday. says:
 ya, ya, but that's only because you've been practicing
FLAMMABLEsquids says:
 with a bagel
I'll be back on a Friday. says:
 and swisscheese, and your socks, and that little thing that goes uhhhuhuhuhuh
FLAMMABLEsquids says:
 that would be called my DAD YOU RUDE JERK